Official Tournament....
In less than 3 days i'll be in my first KO Tournament. Ive been to other mini tournaments, which were less intimidating and plus i kind of knew the other competitors. But this one is different. I promised myself i would write an entry on this, because i wanted to remember the before and after thing. So my current thought is..."that i will start off lying on the floor and pretend that im so sick that i cannot spar"...the second option is that "i'll be so scared that before i start i will vomit on the side, and then the judges will order me to leave the ring". Both options will result in me not sparring at all, without it looking...um...like i wanted it that way. Im scared, scared to death, but im still putting myself through this because i want to face my fear. so the tournament is on sunday oct 1st. im competing in the novice women category. I'm in 2 different events, one of which requires absolutely no contact with anyone what so ever, but then again, i can still trip and land my face due to being clumsy. the last event would be sparring. It brings butterflies in my stomach when i have to think about it....and now im asking myself "why did i enter".."what did i get myself in this time?". Either way...i will fight...spar whatever, and at least do the best i can. this shouldnt be that ugly..its controlled sparring, as i am told...but really, how much control does a novice have?? that is questionable.
either way, i will update after my match and maybe post up pictures (since im trying to show my family what ive been doing here). im scared but im excited
. I hope i do well, and when i say well i really just mean that there are no signs of vomiting and no signs of backing out. ok that's it, wish me luck. love, mich xoxo (side note: this is karate im talking about...just in case)
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